Erik,
I'm struggling so bad.. How the hell do I accept this? How do I continue to live without feeling guilty you're not? My best friend, my brother I miss you terribly.
Every night I stand out in my driveway because that's the last place I saw you when I got back from CO and I just talk to the sky like a crazy person,
I feel like my chest is shaking on the inside, my whole body gets tense and I feel paralyzed.
I love you so much "bestfran," I feel you when I need you most, you're in my heart forever.
BR
Brittani is a guest blogger. She is a part of the My Marvelous Journey family and Erik's best friend.
